Tonnybon and Treats.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

"...but psychological"



i guess i posted this a while ago, && faith just re-posted it on her blog... but my feelings haven't changed...

"tonight i won't open up the notepad in my phone and pour out my confusion for you. nor will i cry. i won't even toss and turn tonight. i've done all of that. instead i'll sleep... in peace, wake-up go to work && continue on with my day. I won't let your drunken texts worry me nor will I be sad from the mistakes you've chosen to make. I will no longer let your burdens weigh me down. In fact, I may even eat breakfast tomorrow. I will smile && appreciate myself in ways that you couldn't begin to. Because unlike you I understand what love is... && i won't be entangled by your insecurities and confusion any longer. have fun love. have fun."

aint shit changed. "sucks to be you right now..."


Nothing lasts forever...

"&& a baby won't make him stay..."



Lunch with her...

Got the itis... fell asleep woke up at 7:30pm with a hangover.
Cyclone Anayas...


here we go, again. but this will be a mini break... so if you don't hear from me for 3/4 days don't be scared. no twitter, fb, or phone calls for a little while. however... i will try and update my blog during these days. idk who i've been kidding... i'm too fragile to be held right now && I am very big on self healing... so see you when i'm all bandaged up && have my head on straight.♥

dinner with him...

The Tasting Room...


Saturday, July 30, 2011


being a "free spirit" is a blessing && a curse; they hate you for the same reasons they love you...

...I don't wanna be loved


1 fact about the person I like

i wasn't supposed to like them. at all. ever.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Keep your guard, Soldier.

Over the rainbow.


Sunday, July 24, 2011

Sneaks, if you can read this escapeeee

it happened again.

i figured that post will be at least three years old by the time i try to get a real job... either way, had to light one up for Ms. Amy♥

show, don't tell...

Dear genie,

Friday, July 22, 2011


most of the time i make my own rules. do what I want. who doesn't break a law every other night?

My Aunt.

Lisa, she's never slacking. haha. i always said I was gonna be like her when I grew up... Faaar from half as girly as she is. She used to give me all her make-up && perfume... clothes and shit. Definitely need to go see her and David soon. It's been too long. ♥
I miss you.

&&& them crooks still crooked...

"...but you can't have a man look at you for five seconds, without you being insecure."

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Les Twinss

google them.

Green With Envy.

just got done painting my nails. Ingredients && the after math. Hopefully I can keep this up and save some time and money... I'm picky with who does my nails && driving out to Sugarland was getting tiring.♥
I write sins. Not tragedies. But you...

i want.


your cologne.

your hands. your smile. your intelligence...

"...too bad that you couldn't even see. I gave my all to you; but you were undercover messing with another. You got me feeling like a fool. Thought that it was perfect, hoped that it was worth it. But i'll be ok, no more stress no more pain. I'll be straight i'm chunking up the deuces. Moving on to something better..."






i hated this song, until they did it... like a strong hate... they revived it. doesn't even sound the same. I AM in love.


"Keep your dick in your pants... or keep it in me." I am so stupid. Like i really look like a girl with down syndrome who just talks... fuck it.

RT @Morgarruya

"A fact about your personality: I allow myself to be vulnerable to just about anyone I speak to. What I hate most about myself: My general lack of priority for school. Not healthy. What I love most about myself: Along with being vulnerable, I try as much as possible to make someone comfortable around me. And I'm big on common courtesy. What I want to be when I get older: happy. A random fact about anything: I'm on my period."

What the fuck are you... my twin?! Be in peace...


$32.oo buck a roonies. x

&& When I fall asleep in your arms, I pray to God that I never let these guards down... Naw, not again.
we live. we learn.

I played by the rules, but you played by the game...

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

be in peace...



"What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul?"

Mark 8:36

It sucks facing reality...

I want stuff like this all over my body. :(