Tonnybon and Treats.

Monday, May 31, 2010

"I really feel like I love him... && I hate that I love him... I just want my senses back. Ya know?"

i'll leave her name anonymous.
but, peace to a beautiful conversation.
all 2hr && 13 minutes of it. xx

Sunday, May 30, 2010

We were so close to being happy...

It may have been in bits and pieces, but I gave you the best of me. -Jim Morrison

told y'all she was a crack head. xx

Move out on Tuesday...

I really want to have a moving party lol.
but I don't want anyone to know where I live.♥
Goodbye 419.

One day:

You wont remember me...

I am not a hippie.

I don't give a damn about social groups.
I don't listen to psychedelic music.
I don't embrace this sexual revolution.
&& I don't smoke marijuana.

I'm just cool. That is all.
Stop trying to make
a category for me. :)

...but all I can find is our dead ends. xx

now im chasing

in search of you

in search of me

but all i can find is our dead ends



maybe I was awake for longer than I remembered... I found this today... shit's too crazy!

one more time..,

shit it be like that sometimes...

good company.

the best ex-boyfriend thus far. :)
sounds like it should be an oxymoron. lmao
when shit doesn't work... it doesn't work. That doesn't mean there has to be hostility... && it's not the ex boyfriend relationship where we're talking && touching but not together. We still have a genuine friendship, those are rare to find... even in a boyfriend. I cherish what we were && are. Even though we never see eye to eye. I'm glad he still tells me shit, even when it's uncomfortable for him. that's love. I enjoyed your presence. peace.♥

Me, Ty && Britt. :)

pointed toes. turns && a whole lot of head hip rolling.

Painting with Michael. :)

i'll post pictures of my canvas && his wanna be later.♥

Saturday, May 29, 2010

concealing my thoughts...

Give me a month, I may not be where y'all think I'd be. In need of a fucking best friend... But them hoes been extinct. Whatever... xx
oh the joy of cameras on cell phones.hearts;

good mornings. :)

I had a warhead for breakfast. :)
took my co-worker to work.
went to the bank.
&& hobby lobby (heaven)
then wen to pick up my new apt keys
&& those fuckers weren't there.
oh well great morning for the most part.

some people are hopeless... && not that beautiful shit.

i hate people who are easily talked up...
where the fuck is your sense?
stop buying wolf tickets.
know the difference between the truth && a lie.
know your people.
be fucking smart.
no, really... be smart. smh
you can't believe every fucking thing you hear.

"believe none of what you hear... && only half of what you see."
-Marvin Gaye.xx

it's been like this for a while...
get it together people.

one day a bacon bit will crack my tooth.

people lie.
i have to find a way to get away.
there are NO MORE in betweens.
or halfways. FUCK being cordial.
it's either we are. or we aren't.
same dinner as last night.
2/3. keep in mind. 2/3
going to sleep with SO much...
so much PEACE!!! :)

Friday, May 28, 2010

ohhhhh SHIT.

the finale.

there will be no more to you, for you, or about you.
because there should have never been any including you.

being unraveled . slowly. dwindling away - out of. sight.
rotating on a pivot that is immovable - here i am .

but i am being rebuilt, cultivated, and refined .
by the Love who gave me life.

this is it. the last one.
i wish you well -

"I just want us to be able to exist."

shame the devil...

...umm, yeah too much for one day.

Thursday, May 27, 2010


this is what you gotta eat when...
you've had chocolate all day;
&& you get off of work at 1o:3o. :(
oh flipping well... shit tasted great. :)
spinach leaves.
bacon bits
grilled chicken
toasted bread
&& cheese. :)

Maybe next time...

so i figured. maybe if i became self centered, selfish, paranoid, && a bug-a-boo my next relationship will work. because doing the opposite clearly doesn't. Or maybe I need to break the promises I made to myself && become a nympho so a man will stay. Maybe next time I will go through my mans' phone, facebook, twitter, && EVEN myspace... It never hurts to try something new? I guess... cause simply being me is never enough to fill someone up... So my next relationship I'll remember to keep my money, and all of my other possessions to my damn self... call every other five minutes; cause a nigga can get a lot done in five fucking minutes and hook up a GPS tracker to the bottom of his shoes. Oh, and I won't hesitate to tell him how much I love him whether or not it's true... because it sounds SO good...
Maybe next time my relationship will work. xx

this was the sky tonight. xx

peace to nights like this.♥

"they say it's impossible... but I know it's possible."

sometimes the dumbest shit...
takes up the most energy...
but, trouble don't last always... xx

free your mind...

Being my roommates slave bitch

I received over seven mosquito bites.
don't ask how... just know that crack pipe smoker is trying to secretly kill me. :(
p.s i hate that i before e except for c bullshit...
this world makes fuck ass sense.

chocolate && chinese.

i was talking about godiva && pf changs
i'm chocolate && i don't mind having an asian. ;)


Are drunken words really sober thoughts...?!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

today, no body cares;; but tomorrow...♥

bare with me.
these are all cell phone pictures.
today was my day OFF. :)
I woke-up at 9:21am to do Anais' hair. :/
Then took my car to the mechanic to get fixed.
bestbuy with Umenyi... #fail <-I love you girl.
Was supposed to go to the zoo. buuuut... :(
yeah, anywho. Hit up the galleria with the ROOMIE.
idk took pictures&&bullshitted.
then went to see kevin buuuut,
he's famous now. i guess...

...but I know someday it will all work out.♥

"I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times
I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down."

or they let me down...xx

paix et amour.

I feed off of her energy.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

[10:51:47 PM] James Oyeniyi: any plans this summer?

[10:51:54 PM] bobby: yes.
[10:52:09 PM] bobby: school. work. school. work. school. school. maybe gun. bullets. my life. bye bye.

Monday, May 24, 2010

everyone is... everyone.

Every girl is a model. Every boy is a promoter. Somewhere in the middle is a whole bunch of poets, photographers, fashion junkies && rappers... smh. whatever.

I want my septum re-pierced... Idk if I should wait && see how it heals first... Or just go ahead and take it out... ehh boo!

Cocaine is the drug of choice, tonight...♥

kat'z. gays... a little lesbianess. love. happiness. chicken && cheese.cake. hot waiters && friends. plus they never close, what's better than a waiter that kidnaps you when you're high off of sleep?