Tonnybon and Treats.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Saturday, January 30, 2010


in outer space, looking for my inner peace.
just put my heart back in the freezer, i'll take it to the post office in the morning -- toss them a hundred bucks && tell 'em to ship it far away.&♥

xoxo me. --bobbyfuckingdisaster.
I, more than occasionally wear brackets around my eyes...

Bobby D.
&& i changed the game for you...

Days like this...

Nights like this...

her name is bobby disaster.
In august i got my dream guy; my life has been a nightmare ever since...

i must've cried a thousand times...

Love is so blind, it feels right when it's wrong... even your very best friend tried to warn me on the low; took me sometime but now i'm strong.♥
yeah you hurt me, but i learned a lot along the way...
after all the rain you'll see the sun come out again. :)

Wednesday, January 27, 2010


today i got number six && seven.♥

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

READ. haha :)

when you're sleeeping with a brokeeen heart, sleeepinggg drunk is the easiest part! ha
tynette is talking about how she's going to marry tupac. i said no, he's dead she said no he's on an island with michael jackson && her dead doggg. drunken nights...♥

poem about her dog:
i don't understand why he had to go
he didn't even get to play in the snow...
currently drinking...
smh @ nights like this.

Facebook Chat... xx

Joshua 10:18

lol no like really...if we had more ppl like u on this world...the world would be a better place.the way u express ur self and what u feel not giving a fuck about wat somebody may have to say or think is not only brave but just pure awsomness:) ily

Tonia 10:19

i love when people say shit like this! it makes my day so much fucking better! i needed that, thanks. :):)

Monday, January 25, 2010

"I want to be with a man that really knows what a relationship is about and how important/sacred my love is. He needs to know that we have to have A+ communication between us. No secrets. I don't want a man that jumps from relationship to relationship and doesn't know who he is and doesn't give himself time to be alone in between. I want a man that..."<--- http://www.ineedmorefaith.blogspot.com

Sunday, January 24, 2010

&& if i lit you on fire, and let you slowly burn you still wouldn't understand my pain.
i guess if you aint fuckable...
you aint loveable.
well love this...

...now on the quest
for some fcking pickles...
It's going to take a miracle to bring me back, && you're the one to blame.
i wish you the best... or some shit like that.
just a week ago you were my baby, now i don't even know you at all...

i guess it's love or something...


No pain is forever. Yup, you know this...
for as long as i am bitter i will sign my post "-somebitterwoman" no more peaces. i need a hold on that activity. all i want is peace in this war; && all he wants is to fck a virgin. it's just not working.
hello, i dont give a fck about hello kitty. that big headed cat is ugly. that is all.
fetch these nuts.♥

Just an innocent girl who fell for one of those player boys...♥

i want a gun tattoo, my brothers bday, peace, && faith -- and i want to do them all this week. ideas of places for all them anyone?? :/
that is all.

they say hold on to what you love...

but the ones i love always walk away...♥
tattoo #4?
def the most painful one. hmph.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Hold on to the things you love...

going to get this tat today @ 5:00 at Scorpion Tattoo's
&& i'll finally be getting Psalms 31:3...♥
excited. :)

Friday, January 22, 2010

i swear he does this bull shit on purpose.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I wanna take it slowly, to make sure that you know me.

back from my trip to Senegalese. :)
*No, not Senegal; Senegalese -- haha. ;)*


I have accepted the fact that I am weird; I don't understand why it's so hard for everyone else. hmph, y'all don't have to accept. -- i really don't give a freaking tadpole.♥

now aint this shit the truth? Hmph.

just got a hair cut.♥

now dying this dusty hair black && washing it. :)
sometimes it's easy; sometimes it ain't...

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

He wanted to get lost somewhere between total innocence && bliss. Clamped his eyes shut just escape. get lost in hers; as she got lost in his. She became his escape. He was her outlet. They were, && they still remain. Love.
dried up tears on my glasses; can't even see straight... headed for disaster.
Hold me now. I'm six feet from the edge && i'm thinking; maybe six feet ain't so far down...♥

Monday, January 18, 2010

my conversation with my self...
"he's prolly beating it out the frame; it's already out the frame..."
yup, i'm weird. :(
"My heart is in these lines; [his] heart is on my mind...<3"



Mrs. butters worth had been pouring your heart away
My loving nerves had been starved for days
Your fabled maple has further worth than a vault of chardonnay
And for what its worth I'd give you my heart on a plate
As long as you'd be willing to stay
For eons she eluded me like an MJ fadeaway
I came close to finding her likeness but found only Hardaways
I stand before you clean and yet stained
I am vexed by the pain
But anxious to say
Would you lay with me babe
Complex? I say nay
Loves waves wash away the pain
But only have an evanescent stay
Idle time only begets tidal shame
My abacus collects the collapsing faith
But you have come and saved my days
And you could never be a bother babe

I was lonely at sea, a living archipelago
Mold me did she, shift me like some play-doh
Shorty's too sweet, and always down for some privy play tho
Her love warms me like the sun rays glow

My girl's got more brains than tracks in her mane
She's cleaner than some jays without a stain
She may be a queen but she puts me back in line if I stray
I love when you kiss me on the nose, your so silly babe
Now come here and let me wrap you in my arms, lets lay
Matter of fact, lets get away like stray on a straight away

tattoo #4

Peace. <3
You can't see a single tear in this picture. xx

my roomie just made me cry.

because she's a piece of bologna shit! but fck it i love her; she can have my tears...♥

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Peace. <3

Saturday, January 16, 2010

"If he were the right guy for you, there would be nothing on this earth keeping him from you. None of this not-over-his-ex sh*t, none of this not-ready-for-committment crap, no excuses, equivocation, or hemming and hawing. He would be there, and present, and totally excited about it. Don’t waste your time if he's not."

he's six;four.
gotta get on my toes
to kiss 'em.♥
wish niggas would stop believing my every freaking tweet; half the time i just run my mouth. silly.♥

she made us breakfast. :)

it was good.
P E A C E.
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it, I can’t shake it no
Yeah, i'm fine. I'm just having an allergic reaction to the universe...♥
I walked past...

Boy: Now that's a chick worth fighting for.
His friend: Shit, well I hope you have health insurance.

now aint that some shit...?

a love like...

sometimes; you've got to inhale...

&& fucking BLOW.