i am learning. me. growing. at least trying, understanding my worth and not letting emotions drive me. i am sculpting myself; acknowledging my fault and failures. there is so much, so fucking much going on in my head and I have no one to talk to. I don't need anyone to talk to. I'm ready for this season to be over... for me to work less that 15 hours a day, i'm ready to have time to myself. I am growing weary of every and anything and it's so fucking frustrating.