I wish I didn't get so weak...

Is it crazy that I would be willing to fall out of love? Because I would. You lose judgment, you put yourself second, you become vulnerable... weak if you prefer. The farthest thing from me, Used to be a soldier... I let my guard down over a year ago... && i've been walking in circles, half way shielding my chest... I never wanted to ask "what would have happened..." && now I won't. But I still have no answers... Hell I don't even remember my questions. I don't even care for them. I'm just going... riding... flowing. X