"it hurts to reflect on days when I knew you weren't being faithful; but hope had me too blind to see. to admit. it's sick. how i can recall a night, when you didn't pick up the phone. a night when i tossed and turned in my bed... it was just movies with a friend. i want to pin up a row of barf bags beside my bed. Put on some boxing gloves. inflict this pain on someone else. but i wont. i'll just sit here. and love you, with whatever i have left. like a fool."
-Antonia.