It's been... Two years.
Three months.
Two weeks
Four days.
Twelve hours...
And my heart still breaks for you.
OK... so maybe that's not the exact time but still...
why do slow songs remind me of you?i'm so distant but so close
cause those books and movies rekindle the flame
and lead my thoughts right back to you.
but the flames aren't that good heat.
not the hot sweaty palms i used to get.
now it just hurts.
it burns.
my hearts hot with rage && pain
for you.
from you.
and i just want it to be over.
ANYWAYS...
--I'm watching Sex and the City
(the movie)...
their relationship's are SO sad.
(during the middle)
I know I'm supposed to be like crying...
my eyes are even burning...
but the tears just refuse to fall.
I've become some kind of numb.
&& This shiznit sucks.
Can't wait till this none feeling
of feelings thing goes away mayneeeee.
Lord, I pray I don't miss out on a blessing
cause my hearts...turned some kind of black....
Or non-existant. :( Grr. Blahhh.
India.Arie on repeat in my head;
while watching this movie till I fall asleep.
*Be blessed patnaaaaaa*
Peace. <3