Of course I can't sleep.
so I started going through old text.
1,175 text between me and one person.
and I read them all.
I make really STUPID decisions.
and let good things pass me by; cause I'm too
hurt to let them in.
I'm really glad I'm working on that.
even though I'm not halfway where I need to be.
reading those text made me wanttoalmostlikecry.
how can someone be soo devoted to me.
and I barely act like I care.
ugh, this pain I carry. Lord please take it away.
that wasn't the first time...
but I pray it's the last. :(