"The greatest crimes in the world are not committed by people breaking the rules but by people following the rules. It’s people who follow orders that drop bombs and massacre villages."

Banksy.

Love will make you do...

pic 1: this morning
inbetween: I got a good morning call from Mckinney. :) Rolled out of bed went to Sarahs... chilled had some "real talk"♥ Went to Kroger scooped up some balloons for Sandra then headed to the office to get my hours in. (Still in my Pajamas... Cosmo's going to fire me! ) Came home, got clean... when to Olive Garden with Joe. Left. Watched TEEN WOLF!!! blah blah blah some other movies show thing... "packed" && said goodbye? haha... we'll see. Love.
pic 2:tonight.

Bitch, I'm single... ;)

today...

we get so wrapped up in what we want... and what we think we need, that we forget to admire what we already have. i'm so thankful for the people who're surrounding me. my house. my job. my family... even my bills && my ability to pay them. my God is more than great; && i am more then blessed. It's all about finding peace through the storm...♥

tattoo twelve.

♥

a genuine, fuck you.

from me to you. <3

sorry.

ive been so empty. once i fill up; i will fill you guys. in x

the worst bestfriend...

no, really he is; however.. that's besides the point. Joseph always talks about how "dark" i am... but what I just realized is... this picture was taken last week... look at his skin && mine. -___- i've BEEN trying to tell him he's color blind...

4:24

"...she envisioned her seeds, raised with him. She cleaned herself off only to get stained in him; and took comfort in the fact that there was no changing him, 'cause he was there to stay... && so she put her faith in him. But things fall apart. Temptation is the deadliest bait to an ill heart. They were doomed from the start. Life put poison in their cups..."

-Morgan N. Osborne

RUN AWAY.

"see he could have him a good girl... && still be addicted to those hood-rats; and then blame everything on me. At least I know that's what he's good at..."

June 24. 2011; the night before.

in less than 24 hours. a 180. oh, but tears dry on their own.

I do understand

that everyone needs love...
but yours will not come from me...
not anymore.
naw, not me...

"but sometimes it hurts instead..."

"but tell them bitches that i'll always be your misses

&& the hardest part about the fucking business

is minding your own..."

today, at work.

three for you. && two for me.

her.

love.

the bee keeper...

&& he's stung me so many times. but he's yet to die...

don't let the high go to waste...

"i'm a host of imperfections..."

you were just, a beautiful poet.

Life is temporary

Sweet Dreams. x

"&& when I came, he caught me like the common cold..."

'cause the bruhs are known to eff some...

hell mary.

"i'm a train wreck in the morning..."

heart attack in a locket.

"It's only me && B, cause his ride is a coupe..."

First Day at the new Job.

coworkers. x

♥

i hate when i forget my tampons at home. like what the fuck tonia? yesterday at work I forgot 'em... again && had to walk all around the damn mall to get my money out of my car, buy some && go to the bathroom... i'm way too lazy for that. && to top it all of I had to buy some random tampons i've never used... thank god they weren't cardboard cause I probably would have just gone home. anywho, my rants over. lesson: make sure you stock up. put tampons in your purse, your car, pocket... hell your hair if you have to! Xx

today.

Did i mention...

Crawfish&&Budlight3 was a success... running around town with the ex $30.oo of gas. 300+ live craw fish smelling up my car and a drunken night; all worth it. Thanks to everyone who came out. Hope you enjoyed yourself.

my fortune...

You send me chills...

ramble.

I have let, some of the purest idiots into my circle... allow them to see love from another point of view. but you understand what you choose to... you ignore what you chose to. you love, how you chose to... && you let go of what you chose to... simple. you can believe the truth or you can force it to be a lie && vis versa. your born. you grow. you die. just make sure you grow... don't stay stagnant. don't be the same person you were last year... last month not even last week. note the difference between today && yesterday. make sure you've grown. sometimes you take two steps back... and that's life... that's fine. take your time. but when you get up && recover move five steps forward. x

sometimes i wonder...

Happy Fathers Day.♥

"God only knows what we're fighting for..."

all that I say... you only say more...

december.

of course i look like a creeper in the second one, smh...
anywho; corydixon photography. x

hiatus?

weak. unhappy. empty.

today.

i had an interview, a second interview to be exact. when i got there they were short staffed. interview got moved to tomorrow. so i left. get to my car && it won't start. it's 102 degrees outside. get it jumped. still wont start. try again && flames start rising. burn my hand... soaking wet in sweat. get dropped off at work. leave my car there. in the parking lot. of my hopefully future job. which closes at eight. it's not 11 o clock... i think my car is going to be towed by the time i get to it. needless to say i'm depressed. but i mean, who cares anyways?

i'm in love with that nigga
but i'll never trust that nigga.

"say goodbye to turning tables..."

nothing else even matters...x

"plus, you aint too shy to do them freaky thangs..."

PSA:

I fucking wreck on that google guitar tho.

&& we go all around the world...

crawfish && budlight x avant garden x june 19 x 3pm.

"it's either that they are, or never were..."

fair && popy seeds.♥

you are, the only exception.

#gibberish

obliterated

by a fruitless addiction

i am to use to his dic-tion

&& i am yearning for

everything

except for this

restless ... i am entangled.

our love is depleting.

depleted?

i am too selfish to leave; i don't want

what I need.

death resides in comfort

discomfort

repetition

lies

your truth this confusion.

so, let the games begin.

turn - and

flip

the tables over.

"i've got an hour && a half left to decide"

who wins?

one oh eight.

♥

i want this. i've always wanted this...

but i've been so scared. so damn scared. && sitting at the computer watching videos doesn't make it any better... :(

will you be my wife?

i think we would be a power couple. lol x

"we was listening to the wadio..."

stolen from: http://morgarruya.blogspot.com/

so, there's this job...

&& I really want it, but it's WAY more fashion based than I thought... && during the interview i got asked questions about fashion and the latest trends. -____-. I tried to remember shit off of tynettes blog to help me, anywho... I just went to some fashion website that ty gave me && yeah... o_O I'm really not into that shit, I was looking at the trends like who gives a shit?! haha. but I shall do some studying?? Got a second interview on monday... && needless to say I really want to do a good job.

love.

"i've opened gates to new understandings. because love is indeed black and white; either it's wrong or it's right... && i've been holding on to our grey areas for way too long..."

some days i go through shit

some days i don't.

love me

or leave me alone...

found on: http://lyricalplight.blogspot.com

memories made in the coldest:

spring

summer

autumn

winter

2009.

&& all the make-up in the world wouldn't fix you...