by a fruitless addiction
i am to use to his dic-tion
&& i am yearning for
everything
 except for this
restless     ...               i am entangled. 
our love is depleting.
depleted? 
i am too selfish to leave; i don't want
what I need.
death resides in comfort
discomfort
repetition
lies
your truth         this       confusion.
so, let the games begin. 
turn -   and
flip 
the tables over.
"i've got an hour && a half left to decide"
who wins?