Scatter Brained...

Soo... there's this guy. But y'all already know that. Just don't forget! :)

Next! Next! Next! Next!

...I decided to have "Mr. Of the Week" && there's a dude that has a friggin amazing style but; idk about putting him up on my page. So i'll hold off on that. For this week I chose...

Eric Michael Ward!
...This used to be my heart y'all
*Moment of Silence*
Oh well...
I love this dudes style none the less... :)
couldn't find too many pictures of him by his self. :(

Next! Next! Next! Next!

Soo... woahhh buddy my breath stinks! :) Anyways... I was thinking of a specific someone in the shower this morning. a Negative specific someone; and sooo many thoughts came to my head... and I wish i could have written them all down in the shower... but they would have all just washed away... like this pain is SUPPOSED to do. Oh wells. I'm going to try && gather some of those scattered thoughts, sentences, and words... find a picture and put up a post sometime soon.
until then...

Peace. <3

this is for you. :)

Dear cyber friend. I tried to paint you but i didn't know what colors to use.
sooooo... I made u this. :)

Peace. <3

so different; yet so alike. :)

Me Alicia && Tynette.

Peace. <3

sex && the city.

It's been...
Two years.
Three months.
Two weeks
Four days.
Twelve hours...
And my heart still breaks for you.

OK... so maybe that's not the exact time but still...

why do slow songs remind me of you?
i'm so distant but so close
cause those books and movies rekindle the flame
and lead my thoughts right back to you.
but the flames aren't that good heat.
not the hot sweaty palms i used to get.
now it just hurts.
it burns.
my hearts hot with rage && pain
for you.
from you.
and i just want it to be over.

ANYWAYS...

--I'm watching Sex and the City
(the movie)...
their relationship's are SO sad.
(during the middle)
I know I'm supposed to be like crying...
my eyes are even burning...
but the tears just refuse to fall.
I've become some kind of numb.
&& This shiznit sucks.
Can't wait till this none feeling
of feelings thing goes away mayneeeee.
Lord, I pray I don't miss out on a blessing
cause my hearts...turned some kind of black....
Or non-existant. :( Grr. Blahhh.
India.Arie on repeat in my head;
while watching this movie till I fall asleep.
*Be blessed patnaaaaaa*

Peace. <3

so...

My brother just said "Damn, why is your head so long? You look like that nigga off of veggie tales..."

--Yup that makes me the green one. :/
Peace. <3

TenOhTwo.

dear
beautiful boy.
they say i'm no good...
but i'm ready to change
cause while playing them
i cheated myself.
i'm ready to grow
with you.
I may be young...
but whats age
when you're willing?
i am.
teach me.

Peace. <3

JuneSeventhTwoThousandAndNine.

"So there is this guy..."
Now those are certainly
words that never leave my mouth;
or finger tips... but obviously now
they are. I think. I hope. && I don't
have a clue why. But i like it. :)
whoooo haaa! *blushingg* and i'm
scared. and I'm nervous because
everyone knows that I can't stand the male species. and how i feel that they have Y chromosomes because they are incomplete females "X" but whateverrrrrr. No late night cup
cakin shiznit... no pointless long texts. just short && sweet. enough for me to be interested; but not enough to
make me bored. So yaa i'm basically excited. ---> By the way new TEMP hairstyle... i think it's pretty cool but of course all this hot shizzzz is only temporary because Houston is not the place. Anyways, Fourth of July Me Alicia Alan Eman and Femi went to butterfly lounge, and licia named me Mrs. Hit that Hoe. lmaooo. I got in a car accident that morning; so i'm carless. But i'm OK. So yup... that's enough of an update for now. I want some gold Doc Martens, I want the book A Rose That Grew From Concrete and a whole bunch of other stuff.. but im jobless so none of it's coming. :(thats all for now. "Who'd ever knew; that I'd end up really feeling you..."

Peace. <3

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Also don't forget to download “It’s Like That”
@ http://www.zshare.net/audio/60527387df7c6c3e/
Peace. <3