they want they daddy.

i'm not their daddy.

I won't let you trick me twice.

blood is thicker than water.

and I cannot exist without either
and for 20 years i've had to live
without you...
welcome.

"You naturally object the norm, that's just you... if everyone in the world became weird somehow you would become normal. It's unexplainable. Words can't describe you. When you say off the wall shit people aren't like WTF?! because we understand that is just you..."

-Philip A.♥

my fake smile at work today.

you see that red carpet swag in the background? s/o to sandra.♥

ramble.

when shit doesn't last understand that not everything may go as you plan, or as you may want it to go. move on. GROW. make sure you fucking grow; && learn something from e v e r y fucking situation placed in your hand. what's life without knowledge and experience? no matter how bad it hurts don't you forget to love. hurt people often hurt people. easier said then done? I know. but give love, no matter what...

love; the world needs so much more.

Lunch with the ladies.♥

kona grill. rick's house. jet lounge.

i don't remember how i got home.

oh wait, i didn't.. x

via chicken and watermelon

love.

impossible.

"he without sin shall cast the first stone..."

kill them all...

People only understand...

what they open their minds to understand. If you don't care to learn something, you won't... it's that simple. So whatever I believe in, or do, may seem abnormal to you. But if you're close minded the that is the ignorance you choose to live in. I'm sick of judgments.

Judge these nuts && swallow please.

Street lights, Fast life, Drug life, Every night...

Love.♥

"Marry me, today and every day..."

those. glasses. i have.♥

i am a magician...

it's a little late to fix a heart that's broken.

"I lost the only love worth fighting for..."

does that make me a coward? i swear there was no light at the end of our tunnel. and although this love refuses to whither, i got so tired of fighting. fighting you. fighting them. fighting me. does that make me a coward? I swear sometimes it's so much harder to let go then to hold on, but you'll never understand. maybe we can get things right in another lifetime... x

I won't tell your secrets...

My diet.

my snack obsession doesn't even make sense to me. I was born pregnant...

"Why every Indian wanna be the chief?"

My phone is fucking up, throwing my pimp game all the way off.

"&& every step that I take is another mistake, to you."

Black Walnut.

random lunch with the old man, trying not to be "as rude"... he told my mom i made him cry lol... he's trying to build a relationship w/ me && my brother. better now then never? any who, while we were eating he asked me how many tattoos I had. I just laughed. If he knew the answer he'd probably go into cardiac arrest...

at work.

her hair? beautiful.

i want a tattoo of a circle && a tattoo of a triangle. my mom drank 2/3 of a bottle of wine && now she's in the living room dancing. peace...

This is history in the making. So, shut the fuck up && let me make it...

"but I absolutely love her, when she smiles..."

"you're my number one, there was never a two..."

morning dump.

hung over.

"Baby there's a shark in the water, I heard it barking at the moon. better come soon..."

The other day

I wore my hair in what looked like a pony tail... times are hard.

"No, he wasn't you..."

"....lights will guide you home...&& ignite your bones...&& i will try to fix you..."♥

i've cried rivers.

in attempt to drown the whole world.

&& all y'all muhfuckas are still alive.

:O

at hello...

"it was many years ago

baby when you stole my cool;

you had me at hello..."

DAMN SHAME!

"I will now treat every dude that I meat with a passive aggressive contentiousness that will ruin relationship after relationship..."

hope all you tofu eaters enjoyed your day. ;)

They don't really care about us...

old.

midget ass. i love you girl.

Perception...

&& y'all muhfuckas think i'm crazy?? Umm... I'm far from. Last night I asked Joseph to marry me. He said "No, because you're crazy" but if i'm crazy what are all the other mentally challenged people in the world? just higher powers? who's not crazy? hell, what defines "crazy" lmao, there's always something to think about...♥

"How could you say they live they life wrong. When you never fuck with the lights on?"

Chasing you...

"it's okay not to be okay..."

I don't own a real copy of adele's 21

it's quite upsetting.
but i'm that broke.
after i pay these bills
&& that ticket
I shall buy it...
it just may be in 2013. :(

if you ask me, i'm ready...

I will try my utmost to be honest with you...

today is 4.19 tomorrow 4.20 the day after that 4.21...

i'm just saying...

breathe easy.

x.