i never want anything to be that serious.
i never want to lose our friendship.
but i don't want to be JUST friends forever...
i never want to lose that feeling...
this feeling.
i don't want the smiles to dissappear.
i always want to have this crush.
ugh, i'm stuck.
i rather wake up having happy thoughts of you...
then wake up angry TO you.
i never want to get too close
i never want to not miss you.
cause i always do.
i never even wanted these feelings.
whatever that word even means...
grr.
stupid boy.
peace.