&& the earth weeps in pain...

meet: my faggot roome && her faggot lover.♥

red bull gives me wings...

Vitalizes body && mind.

She begged.

The old lady begged me
to organize her closet the other day;
she really needs a shoe rack. smh

Before...
After...

Now Playing:

Doesn't Mean Anything - Alicia Keys.

More pictures of my yaatch.

We're officially done.

&& it hurts like hell.

"THEY CALL HER KEEN PHOTO; DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW THOUGH...♥"

i got to work at four today; i got home at 12:45 smh... those people want to kill me because I have to back door and be at work at nine o clock tomorrow... working that damn 9-5 can't wait till thursday JUST for the day off. fckkk. I've lost weight since I started work there -- well that's probably from the stress you cause...


goodnight && Godbless

p.s i left my journal at home...

this really sucks!

&& this is the face i make

when you say she's just a friend...

&& she said don't worry bout who i'm with...

eye uh pre she ate ya.

Peace. <3

eye spray pain tedd my shit to daye.

more pictures tomorrow night. :)

new camera. :)

Nikon Dfucking5000.

Is it safe to say. I get high off your memories... and though they fade to gray; they don't fade away. So this high isn't temporary it's here to stay.

i just want to come bck down.

Peace. <3

I need you to keep me in my zone; so i don't zone out...♥

-Quincy.

so i'm soooo excited for tomorrow. :) i don't even know why! -- well i'm off && i'm going to make the best of it. :)
I plan to:
wash my car
get these toes && eye brows done
register for classes
buy my camera!! owww.♥
go to the movies
--watch avatar && or princess && the frog
purchase my bike. :)
maaaaan a whole bunch of shiznit, i'm just too excted.
♥

im off tomorrow, so i finally get to wear my hoop nose ring...
i've had a retainer in for so long that that bitch hurt when i put it in. smh.
oh wells. :)

&& only God's work could create something so beautiful...♥

you do this to me...

without doing anything at all...
smh i feel like such a girl. :(

go.

&& I never pub for anyone.
ever.
so just go.
that is all.♥

Tynette Jones
Kendra Harris
Ta Whitmore
Anais Wright
Anthony Odunsi
Quincy Uchegbu
Mosun Odunsi

i'm in love with each && everyone of you...♥

x and freaking o's.

talk...

people can say whatever they want; some may even believe what they say... && yet it's still far from the truth. But when he speaks i believe it. I love you Ja'leon. && Happy early birthday Jeremy. :)

His name is Joseph; but I aint no Mary...

xx

12.22.o9 :)

so this afternoon me and ---- went to kay jewelers to look for a necklace for my brothers gf. we couldn't find anything cheap there so we left; while we were there i fell in love with a wedding ring && said i wanted it, but i meant future. it was only 1,115 but it was BEAUTIFUL. to me at least. we end up separating blah blah blah, then we went to town center tonight and we're walking around && he just pulls out the ring. i thought it was a joke... this must be my christmas and birthday present for the rest of my life... idk i'm too happy. he says it's a promise ring. what a promise.♥

Peace. <3

i want it.

boys is idiots mayne. #fail.

i'm going to be single
for a loooooong ass time.
smh.

most days. my glass is half full. but
today.
tonight.
it's half e m p t y.

do you

think i'm weird?

I may go on 'rentadate' i want to go look at christmas lights.
kiss under the mistletoe type shit.
watch you unwrap your gifts...
go to church && thank God for you
type shhhh...

do you...?

im walking around naked. it's cold...
i'm walking around naked.
i'm trying to find my soul.

i dont need a dude who buys all my clothes && always pays for food.
i don't need a dude with a car if i'm blessed to have one.
i want a man who cares... && shows it.
i want a man who doesn't want anyone but me...
but yet doesn't need me.
i want a man who listens to the little shit i say.
and takes it into action...
i want a man who brings flowers to my job...
leaves notes in my car.
i want a man who doesn't say he loves me...
but shows it.
i want a man who would go the extra mile;;
because he knew i would...
bring me breakfast on my off days type shit.
I want a man that i can confide in...
a man that i see the truth in.
I want a man that I dont need...
a man that needs God
...a man that needs me to know God
but, maybe i'm asking for too much...
i'll stay single until then.♥

"now. your emotions are getting towed..."

-africansunshine.

&& for the first time in three weeks i can breath;; again.

Peace. <3

&& i'm still bruised from the last collision, but baby... i'll race again as long as I collide with y o u.♥

December 17th.

you brought yo ass.
we brought the food.
draank
&&
entertainment.
we were your ho ho ho's for the night.♥
haha, peace.

finna act like a little bitch in my black book && go bck to that cold shoulder fuck the world type shit... no one needs to know how i'm feeling anymore... no one gives a damn really...

PEACE.

&& maybe if we said goodbye i'd be fine -- but i'm just stuck. here. like it's not over.

When I'm losing my control, the city spins around. You're the only one that slows it down...

Peace. <3

Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises. Broken Promises...

&& I love you don't mean shit these days...

everyone says tonia, don't be weak. i can't help it. hopefully i can just look back && laugh.
hopefully...

www.truthfullymo.blogspot.com

read.

i'll be fine, once i get there...

i'll be good...

throwback; my phone was filled with you -- let's rewind four months.
smh.

i haven't read any of your tweets in three days... i don't even know what's going on over there. but sometimes you breakdown right before you recover... right?!

i'm going through withdrawal
without all the itching.
but it's getting better. :)

all i want for Christmas is my camera && to be happy.

peace.

you can't even cry, cause i've cried all of your tears...

hmph.

i've really wanted to do a christmas list on here... but i'm too worried about what everyone else wants... selflessness is going to be the death of me. smh.

remember when we used to make videos on facebook for each other??
haha, and you were like my cyber crush.
oh gosh.

Peace. <3