Sunday, July 31, 2011
i guess i posted this a while ago, && faith just re-posted it on her blog... but my feelings haven't changed...
"tonight i won't open up the notepad in my phone and pour out my confusion for you. nor will i cry. i won't even toss and turn tonight. i've done all of that. instead i'll sleep... in peace, wake-up go to work && continue on with my day. I won't let your drunken texts worry me nor will I be sad from the mistakes you've chosen to make. I will no longer let your burdens weigh me down. In fact, I may even eat breakfast tomorrow. I will smile && appreciate myself in ways that you couldn't begin to. Because unlike you I understand what love is... && i won't be entangled by your insecurities and confusion any longer. have fun love. have fun."
aint shit changed. "sucks to be you right now..."
here we go, again. but this will be a mini break... so if you don't hear from me for 3/4 days don't be scared. no twitter, fb, or phone calls for a little while. however... i will try and update my blog during these days. idk who i've been kidding... i'm too fragile to be held right now && I am very big on self healing... so see you when i'm all bandaged up && have my head on straight.♥
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
Lisa, she's never slacking. haha. i always said I was gonna be like her when I grew up... Faaar from half as girly as she is. She used to give me all her make-up && perfume... clothes and shit. Definitely need to go see her and David soon. It's been too long. ♥
"...but you can't have a man look at you for five seconds, without you being insecure."
Thursday, July 21, 2011
your hands. your smile. your intelligence...
"...too bad that you couldn't even see. I gave my all to you; but you were undercover messing with another. You got me feeling like a fool. Thought that it was perfect, hoped that it was worth it. But i'll be ok, no more stress no more pain. I'll be straight i'm chunking up the deuces. Moving on to something better..."
"Keep your dick in your pants... or keep it in me." I am so stupid. Like i really look like a girl with down syndrome who just talks... fuck it.
"A fact about your personality: I allow myself to be vulnerable to just about anyone I speak to. What I hate most about myself: My general lack of priority for school. Not healthy. What I love most about myself: Along with being vulnerable, I try as much as possible to make someone comfortable around me. And I'm big on common courtesy. What I want to be when I get older: happy. A random fact about anything: I'm on my period."
What the fuck are you... my twin?! Be in peace...