He says i'm bragging that i'm "over" him. I'm just happy that my heart didn't win. Sometimes with love you do crazy things... and i fell and just kept falling. with no one to catch me no one to hold me no one to rescue this broken heart. I should have known from the start. Cause he was my smile... he was my frown; never make a dude your "everything" because when they're gone your left with nothing. but i'm left with no regrets. he was the lighter to my cigarette so i went ahead and got a Nicotine patch recoverd my heart; and tightened the latch. :)
hahaha i wrote this in like 5 seconds, just had to get my feelings out. :) --maybe i'll make it real later.
I place the two together and let them interlock get on my knees and open my mouth to talk. but the words don't come out and my eyes begin to "shout" the power overwhelms and He takes me to another realm. -- i don't speak a single word yet all my prayers were heard.
She lie there shaking from her overdose on cocaine her life was too hard so she couldn't take the pain she snorted up the white drug and relaxed; as her nose stung. tears poured from her eyes
--a reflection of her heart she steadily grabbed the knife and slowly began to carve she carved love she carved hate and in the middle was his name on the floor was a blood stain... her eyes had ran out of tears so her extraction was the substitute the hurt was more than she could bare she needed something else to do
flash backs of him raping her was slowly killing her so she decided to finish off the job... went in her drawer and reached for her glock ice cold to her finger tips warm liquids flushed her face as she slowly parted her lips pushed the weapon in and put her life to an end
but the cycle wasn't broken she was loved though it was unspoken and at the sight of her death her sister took her last breath with the same apparatus and their moms heart was damaged so she took a rope and ended it but the cycle was still just beginning...
The earthquake hit her heart. and it was torn into pieces. her love dissappears as her hate increases... she was left with a scar. her emotions were torn apart. she vowed to keep her heart away as she learned how to "play the game"
her hurt retreated so she defeated the undefeated she cheated then beat it. got another dude and reapeat it.
then she changed; cause you came along
--and your kindness healed the contusion patched up her hurt and erased the confusion removed her insecurities and filled the missing pieces
you were her --comfort zone with you she... --never felt alone
until the other girl which wasn't she came back && re-captured your heart and the pain deepend the cracks and now i... i mean she is right back to where she used to be
not weak and confused but torn and re-bruised
this is old too. december 2nd. just never posted cause it sucks.